just to make things clear

yea guys. im back to clear things up from the previous post. cos i feel like im like quite vague in my previous post. maybe to clear some misunderstandings. anywayss the post depicts a time of when i actuallly liked a girl. coming to the end was the two words realistic and and resilience was what i actually needed. it was not till last saturday when i was like so so down and emotional. but after when i went to gym; treadmilled for arnd 50mins and lastly swam for around an hr ++ then i felt like really awake. its as though like....damn hard to put it in words. maybe in this way: putting a forest fire in a lamp; a foolish attempt it turned out to be. but now dun worry my friends. im fine already...truthfully and seriously. so dun think too much into it whether im a good person or a bad one. i would say, know me well enough to judge what kind of person i am. i really hate misunderstandings to occur and to leave things unspoken and unexplained. SO SORRY MANn...hahaha take care pals.

i somehow love hols but i hate its aftermath.lol =]

trites. i thought i ought.

A thousand ways to speak my thoughts,
but none were up to my greatest choice.
So i commence through these typing skills.

Indeed she was the one I missed.

Say it isn`t so she said to me.

This kinda` feelin still exist,

I know but it`ll never come true,

Like the dork there I am,

Loving you.

Limping through all those thoughts,

Of when we were together.

Veracity is the term should I quote?

Especially when you know she's a league above the rest.

Luxury of time is just not what I own,

Of the fact she has her heart for else`s.

Unfortunately when he had so little to offer.

In fact a little question like that wouldn`t hurt,

Saying if yov`ve got time to spare.

Ending this was thy word "I dunno".

Perserverence was what i thought,

but resilience and realism;

the words i ought.

I questioned myself;

Are these what i truly ought?

Least my efforts didn`t come to nought.

Nevertheless,

i`ve come to the brink of all my best.

When i asked for Rapunzel's hand,

In her tower's another man.

I left and there i understand,

I can only get what i can.

To thy may be a simple task to type these down;
but things aren`t just apparence.
No doubt Courage has to do its part.

So here ends tonight`s entry on this page.

Not a dot close to what i`ve guaged.

And,

the pendulum should thus see it`s halt,

to all my knots.

So now I shall tell myself,

Always remember this Ronald,

To it be known as an unspoken language,

Called Love.

"je vous aime" means i like you

when i met you

my life seemed to start anew

i dont know if i changed your life

but you've changed mine

you might not think much of me

but i think you're divine

so would you accept this gift

and be my valentine?

I thought that was the time,
Where i ask you to be my Valentine,
If you'll hold this hand of mine,
I'll hold yours til' the end of time.
But if this never crossed your mind,
Forgive my words i would sigh.
For my liberty asking for your hand,
Is your liberty to decline this "demand".

You can make a man cry.

You don't even need to try.

No need to kick his balls,

Or laugh when he falls,

torch is car, or give him scars,

you don't even need to beat,

slash, or push him off his seat.

Just say these words true,

"Face it dude I don't love you."

" You are the sun and the rainbow,

I only see from my window.

The rainbows end's a pot of gold,

I'm chasing though i cannot hold...

But now it`s time I won`t."

Cya around pals. gonna post soon.

Ronald loves macdonald 2128pm =]

trust me my friends,

im fine already.

Gonna comcentrate on my...

cap and vice-cap u know wad im doing for the 2weeks.

hahahaha =)

Hey hey hey all, i got sth to share.

I dunno wad motivated me to blog today. Maybe i got somethings to say lor. But well well well, lemmi now start me how i spent my friday today. Woohooo dudes and i loved it so so so so much la la la. =-="" But anw, sch ended early today and it was 1pm. Well as usual its all in the head and my mind " tennis tennis tennis" and you wuldnt beieve that i already played tennis b4 school which starts at 9am. I started at somesort 7am till 8am. Then cooldown abit lor. After lesson i met up with rick, nick and yifong to play tennis at north courts at 1pm. Great great great and we played till 7pm. Rick and yifong didint join me and nick though cos rick had to go to friends b`dae bbq and yifong meeting up with friends at amk central. But but but however, zhenyan came along. That was gre8 and we continued till 7++pm till we were super shaggg...Piangeh, so shiok man today. Haven`t been playing tennis fer sucha long time fer sucha long time since ICAs and tests and so on so for blah blah blah. BUt now im hear typing everyword with all my might cos im seriously gonna drop liao. Aiya jking nia, where got so exaggerated =) Oh yes yes yes, besides from toking bout`my life, i wanna share with you guys somethings. I was reading this bk lent to be by my cousin. Got a part to share with u guys cos i believe it`s sth realli worth reading.


A professor stood before his philosophy class
and had some items in front of him...
When the class began, wordlessly, he picked up a very
large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls...
He then asked the students if the jar was full...
They agreed that it was full...
So the professor den picked up a box of pebbles and
poured them into the jar... He shook the jar lightly...
The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls...
He den asked the students again if the jar was full...
they agreed that it was...
The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar...
Of course, the sand filled up everything else...
He asked once more if the jar is full...
The students replied with a unanimous "Yes...”
The professor den produced 2 cups of coffee from
under the table and poured the entire contents into the jar,
effectively filling up the empty space between the sand...
"Now," said the professor, "I want u to recognize that this
jar represents your life..."
1) The golf balls are the important things
(your God, your family, your children, your health,
your friends, and your favorite passions -
things that if everything else was lost and
only they remained, your life would still be full)...

2) The pebbles are the other things that matter
(your job, your house and your car)...

3) The sand is everything else (the small stuffs)...
"If u put the sand into the jar first," he continued,
"there will be no room for the pebbles or the golf balls...

The same goes for life...
If u spend all your time and energy on the small stuff,
u will never have room for the things that are important to u...
Pay attention to the things that is critical to your happiness.
"E.g.:-Play with your children...
-Take time to get medical checkups...
-Spend time with your family and friends...
-Take your partner out to dinner...
"Take care of the golf balls first, the things that
really matter... Set your priorities...
The rest is just sand.
"One of the students raised her hand and
inquired wad the coffee represented...
The professor smiled and said,
"I'm glad you asked... It just goes to show u that no matter
how full your life may seem, there's always room
for a couple of cups of coffee with a friend.."

Well i got this Adam's new book. Wanna lend it from me/ my cousin just tell me. Its very inspirational to me..=-=""

Another inspirational tinggy to share...i also got this from adam's new bk which is bout` motivation.

Somewhere there's someone who dreams of your smile,
and finds in your presence that life is worth while.
So when you are lonely, remember it's true.
Somebody somewhere is thinking of you.

Ain`t this nice. Ok i guess i`ll have to stop here.

Thy pendulum shall now be brought to a halt,

At this instance when it`s supposed to.

Truely, Madly and Deeply,

As "magical" thy word simply describes it best.

Ronald spoke rubbish on 8/12/06 @ 2230pm

Love is patient, love is kind.

It does not envy, it does not boast,

it is not proud.

It is not rude, it is not self-seeking,

it is not easily angered,

it keeps no record of wrongs.

Love does not delight in evil

but rejoices with the truth.

It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

Love never fails.

- The Bible : 1 Corinthians 13:4 -

Nong Nong Ago......b4 i last blogged bout`my life

Aww crap, im back ta blog but i just dunno how ta start.

Oh my oh my, many things happened recently and i dunno how ta put them down. OK, lets get down to some news. B4 this, lemmi tell ya guys bout` a funny trend of suicide in singapore. This wednesday morning b4 goin to sch, i met up one of my friend fer breakfast at yishun. SOmewhere near yishun MRT. Well everything was going on well till we rreached the MRT station. There was this announcement that we stumbled upon. An indian guys committed suicide at the mrt track by jumping down. Welll, to me...i seriously think that these idiots have nth betta to do man. Walk into mrt station, spend a few cents or rather a dollar and goin uptada track just to kill themselves. They seriously dun treasure life man. WaPiang eh, they seriously dunno how to think sia. This incident has realli caused the normal routine of some pple to be disrupted; meaning pple cnt go to wrk or do their activities of daily living the way they do normally la. I am also seriously affected by this freaking incident. Reason behind due to the fact that im having my BIO PRACT. Test on that bloody morning. Almost late sia. But luckily i called my father to come and fetch me ta sch. HENG LA, but damn pek chek lor. On the other hand, coming to the end of this incident, i have come to know bout` sth regarding S`pore. It`s the fact that Singapore is quite vulnerable ot this kinda incidents. Just someone hopping off into the mrt track causes such a commotion. Pple cnt go to work, whole mrt route disrupted and manny more. Lastly, make sure my friends. IF U GUYS WANNA COMMIT SUICIDE PLS DO NOT GO TO THE TRACK. I CAN PROVIDE U WITH SOME DRUGS AND MAKE U NOT DIE SO PAINFULLY (giving u guys euthanasia). LOL JKJK....

Next, i will be missing Chrystal fer the next two weeks. As u know, now is holidays fer the secondary schs. HOW MUCH I ENVY THEMM!!!! OH yes yes yes, forgot to mention that CHrystal is my younger sister; and she will be goin to taiwan fer two weeks. She's departing singapore tml morning @ 10.30am. Sorry fer nt being able ta send u off. AHHH, goin holiday w/o me. But anw, i promised myself that i will go on holidays the next time..haha. Haiz, my house is gonna be quiet fer the nxt few weeks liao. I will not get used to it cos CHrystal is not gonna be arnd lor. SIan, when sian that time got no one to go tease and play..haha. But 2weeks will be a fast one. Especially when holidays is nxt friday and im gonna be tennis-ing almost everyday till i drop. But but but i just hope that there is gonna be a good climate and its not gonna rain. Ok wad else ta say, practically nth much liao le. Hope u guys dun doze off afta reading this. It`s all in da head now " i dun wanna miss anymore lecture..I TRY..lol" Afta missing so many bio and others, im falling realli behind. BUCK UP DUDE!! Bye Chrystal, i will miss u. Beloved sister Chrystal Ang.

Time shall my entry at this stage,

At least thy did not fall asleep.

Till tonight im still so high,

And all I didn`t was to sigh.

GUys, if ya wanna understand my last stanza, it means byebye.

So i shall stop here. Cya guys soon till the time when i feel to type.

Ronald said something on 6/12/06; 21.35pm

Dungiveadamntomycrap.

Guys guys guys, pay no attention to wad i have written on my previous posts. its some lame shit and pls dun tink to much into it.

Areyouinterestedinsomecrap??

Indeed she's still the one I miss,

Say it isn`t so I guess she thinks.
This kinda` feelin still exist,
I know but it`ll never come true,
Like the dork there I am,
Loving you till the end.

Limping through those thoughts,
Of when we were together.
Veracity is the term should I use?
Especially when you know she's a league above the rest.

Luxury of time is just not what I own,
Of the fact she's taken away.
Unfortunately when he has so little to offer.
In fact a little question like that wouldn`t hurt,
Saying if yov`ve got time to spare.
Ending this is still thy word "I dunno".

So here end's tonight`s entry on this page,

not anywhere sure if i can gauge.

How bad I am at this stage,

Least I didn`t kill myself in all my rage.

Till now I still tell myself,
Always remember this Ronald,
To be known as an unspoken language,
As it is called Love.


Ronald posted some crap on 2/12/06
2138pm.

Cya guys.

Should I or should I not tell her? Still remain unspoken...

Unspoken

Should i tell you,

or should i not.

Maybe I am foolish,

Maybe I am dumb.

But all I feel is numbness

Which ran deep in my veins to the

Darkest Corner of my heart.

A mere thought of your smile

,As gentle and sweet as it could be

Slipped through my defenses

Like the morning breeze

Stroking the inferno within.

Every moment when our gaze met

,The barriers of my heart threatened to burst into flames

And devour my self control.

Every night as the hills fall silent

And the crickets chirp,

A timeless battle rages.

Shame rides me for

What little of you

bring out the entire of me.

For there is no fool greater and

As Dumb as I am.

You have made your mark.

The letters of your name,

Akin to the scars from a battle,

Just refuse to fade away.

For this is an unspoken language

Call Love.

Ronald mentioned some crap at 0250pm 15/11/06