All kinds of emotions all over me. Sad happy excited and more...

Guys, hi!
Well, i didnt expect myself to come back to blog so fast. Guess wad im doin now, blatantly slacking haha. IM gonna be a total slacker this sem lor. I realli dun wanta care anymore. Life is happy with sch mates, buddies but not at home. Firstly, sch is gonna be damn fun cos tml evening i`ll be playing tennis representing my sch tml. The organisers this year is TP and NYP`s 1st opponent this year is SP. No Prob la as long as there's confidence in you. Our Team 'PLAY TO WIN'. However i tink im playin more of a mental game than a physical one cos i will try not to make alot of unforced errors. Guess what our team cheer is this year. Kenneth and edwin came up with this word "ooooze-ing" . Well, this is gonna be uniques cos this although not nice listening but brings our team spirit together. I just hav to put off everything tml evening and concentrate. COME ON DOODS!!! WE can do it man...Btw, it`s damn heng of us to get a bus there. FREE BUS to send us there and back. Well, tml the bus is coming to take us to TP at 5pm just 1hr after my sch ends. What else do i hav to say man. I believe Team NYP is gonna win tml. Friendly's that day with SP seriously sucks. Even our coach say that they are not that good. We can win but onli if our 'mental' game is there. I hope so tml. Today training was quite fun although quite tired but i tink we can replenish back by tml. Another thing we gonna rejoice over is that we wuld hav free refreshments of 100plus and bananas( which i dun eat). We're gonna drown ourselves with 100plus don't we? =) Jking.... I tink im gonna turn in soon. If not tml jialat liao. Tell ya guys good news bout us tml. Lastly hope it doesnt RAIN. Today is like super bad weather. We cont`d playing even it was raining. But no choice. Anw , playing in rain quite fun. Somehow train ya control for balls when they are wet. ok le, i realli hab to stop here though i`ve still got lotsa things to say. Bye


Why use the word which is not true? When the truth is 'I love you'. 0015am

Back to blog after 8-9 days. Lots of things and a poem to share.

Hihihi, im realli befuddled by what's happen to mi recently. Life sucks since sch has re-opened. Well, tennis inter-varsity programme (IVP) coming up on this friday 27/10/06 . OH man, i cant w8 to play but, im gonna be super tired as the IVP onli ends on mid-november. Haizz =( Well, i guess im not gonna blog as soon till i feel like doin so. Anw, happy hari raya too all muslims. Ytd was a great day with my 3 brethrens james, kai and yin. We went ta the gym together and had lotsa fun. Well, went 'climbing' which was literally making me super worn out. Blisters all on me hands. Lastly is this poem that i like it very much. Credits to me and Ow who so called composed this. Enjoy reading.

How to say i love you?

why does it have to be this way?
Why don't we talk everyday?
Like the sun and moon never meet,
even good morning we do not greet.
Since young its always been cane in handtil now you still don't understand.
And though i try to make you proud,i anger you,
and you shout so loud.
And then on my wedding day,
I look at you, but you turn away...
How do i love thee?
Let me count the ways.
But how do i tell thee?
It'll feel like we're gays.
You are my moon, and i watch from a far...
Your every hurt leaves my heart with a scar...
My words are harsh so you won't be weak.
Understand it's not hate that i seek.
And when you wed your mate,
i know it's goodbye i must bate.
Loving you is now her fate,
Of this man that i have made.

This one of many tears,
Tells my pride of you
Of many years...

This poem here 'depicts' my sentiments at this moment. IM feeling super stressed by family matters and i hope that i may be able to get over this ASAP. Sch is fine although im gonna slack more. Hee. Anw, thx blog fer alowing me to speak out my mind here this morning.


Why use the word which is not true? When the truth is " I love you"

NEw sem new modules new lecturers and what's new?

OK. Hi guys!

today sch start and im kinda sian.lols. Anw ive got myself 7 new modules and im felling 2/2 sian..haha. THe onli thing that im looking forward today which is monday 16/10/06 that im having tennis. Working hard is nv an issue to mi anymore since im gonna be a total slacker..haha. HOwever its been a week since i last met my 3bros. well, ive got 3bros in my course and in my cca too. In course is senping me and ruijin. In cca is my dear kenneth, edwin and reuel. However all are my good bros and sisters in cca..wahahaha. Haizz, im stucked here dunno wad to say, can say that im lazy to say. Well, sth bad happened during tennis training today!! the freaking haze....!!! SO DAMN ANNOYING LAAA =( At bout 7+ we had to stop training cos it went up to PSI=130 but later when it dropped to 120 we just continued with our usual training. Visions were not clear and we could'nt play well. Anw during that haze break time, the whole team sat down fer a team tok. Pretty fun cos there's edwin and none other than me and clinton who crapped lar..haha Well, i loved sth that i said to "the champion" YAN WEI. THAT annoying f**ktard just kept being so annoying during my singles game with him. He was somehow the "net-king" tonite and all his balls went straight into the net lar. ANd he was giving some lame excuse blaming his raquet shoes and net la!! So i said to him sth that made him so quiet after dat. I asked "YANwEI, u look at yur raquet strings and u look at the net. Does it look alike?" He totally shuttup and cont the game with me. His attitude is realli so F***ed Up lor! Realli cnt tahan de. Well, im getting tired and i`ve still got tonnes to do. BYe fer now.!!


Why say the word which is not true? When the truth is " I love you" 2235pm

Back with a RESPONSE..

Hey guys, im back with a new post. As i`ve said, i gonna do some faming of some person in my tennis team since he 'famed' us. So, an eye fer an eye i guess!! So how shall i start. Well, lemmi ask ya guys ta go read the 3rd post of this 'guy' who tinks so highly of himself de!! LINK HERE=www.zeroofsuntec.blogspot.com. Go look at his 3rd post and u can somehow understand the indignance the whole team tinks of him. I shan`t mention names here. This is just a reply to wad he said man!! Hmm, now lemmi somehow tink of how to start his 'biography'.


Sometimes in life we occur people who are mentally challenged or what we come to call nowadays as stupid. However, although this may seem mean to refer to someone as such, one might somehow find that he cannot be proven wrong at the very actions of the accused.Rather you may also find that they themselves have a cape of illusionment telling them that they are the best and they are always right. This my 'friend' is pure arrogance. (a word that desvribes him best) I would say that the stench of that characteristic is enough to put off anyone who comes within a mile off to the accused with that similar charistaristic. In fact, recent survey by the author has also found this claim to be true and with much grounds. To put this in a short fact : " YES HE IS STUPID ". That my fellow readers is just the term described about the mentality of a certain person i know.
Coming to terms of the well known game tennis. Tennis is a game of endurance and will power and mental tactics. True enough it requires no skill to hit the ball hard. However it does take one certain amount of skill to control the ball at a certain pace which I myself have to say most have not accomplished. This is no excuse. The precision is sometimes not there during the off days of many individuals unless you are one from the ATP tours etc. However, in this case, i know of a certain individual who has proven himself a disgrace even to those who have picked up tennis as beginners. Shall not mention names here!! Not only publicly disgracing himself in front of the whole country of tennis players but still having the highest level of gall to brag about it. This we all know for certain as "the seeded one" or "undisputed champion". Seriously just leave the team we all say and we all think.
As a famous man once quoted : "a good craftsman never blames his tools". Yes, blame others for all the things u know are your fault. The lines, the nets, the rackets, the wind, the shoe, the court, etc. But deep down one may come to find that he himself is just lying to himself. Pity to the man that doesent. Even my coach Kamari wasnt spared of his 'insults'

In the name of god, my forefathers. VANISH from the team u!!! i wouldnt say u are a bad person but on the court, the stench of ya attitude and arrogance is realli i would use the word "intolerable".

OK, im done with my so called "faming" of this "guy" and so gonna stop here! Gonna come back with anther post when i receive the fotos from SJ . Kiara and HuiHui. Miss the chalet and im gonna get back dere nxt year. Bye fer the time!!

F*** off Hospitals!! Finally outta the cursed place..=(

Finished a game of dota and i`m feeling sian. Well, my team won the game against clan '-Void-'. However, happy moments seems to pass quickly and now im practically stoning =( Brief summary of da game, i was the 2nd top scorer cos i was using Gondar (bounty hunter). Sian, getting tired to dota le. So now got wad games to play, literally no games except gunbound which im sucha noob!! lol. BAck to the point. I was admitted to hospital ytd fer pain under my left chest. Actually was nth much, but parents say must go so BO PIAN. Well, spent whole day there taking x-ray and toking to some doctors. The results came out and showed that i hav some cracks on my left ribs. Bah..not so shocking!! HOwever wad made me realli shocked and upset was the fact that the doctor said that i could'nt play tennis fer the nxt mth or two. I was like not sian 1/2 but totally(2/2) sian. I couldnt compromise to the doctor i said. I`d rather die playing tennis than die of boredom man. Well, i suppose i wun play too much but im gonna play on tuesday tml at YCK sports centre. haha. People say "An apple a day keeps a doctor away. However, it the doctor is CHIO, throw the apple away." Lol..jk. BUT, I tink i will stay on to hav an apple eviday cos i dun like doctors. LOL. OK..wad did i do today. Haha. Practically nth except games and watcing some tennis on Channel 24 star sports. I cnt w8 fer tml. Im so damn bored and i can't w8 to play tennis tml. Gonna stop here. ODIN_KAI wans me to play dota le, since so sian so just go lor. Bye guys. Im coming back with another post when i feel like doin so or when there's sth to blog `bout =) CYA.